To the Dark Side / Anxiety

Another me, please stop and listen
We’re one but not the same somehow
Although our lives are closely twisted.
I think I have you figured out

Alone, confused and slightly broken
You’re failure, but you built me up
You’re stubborn so I try it one more
Time – we have to deal with that.

You’re rude and full of dark emotions
That princess who is kind of ill
Livin’ in the castle of pink cushions
So none can get to you, to me

Stuck in the world of sweet illusions,
The only place you can’t be wrong,
You lock me too. The resolution’s
Building a thick strong saving wall.

Reserved, so scared of feeling something
So scared of living after all
I’m dyin’ to live, so there’s a fighting:
Me versus you versus the world.

In times of doubts, you make me harder
Because you’re my best enemy
You’re bite of lips, you’re constant trial
The only thing all over me

So selfish, you say there is no need
To share creations, thoughts and dreams
I get a chance and you reject it
So sick and tired of everything

You break my dreams – I pick the pieces
I learn from you, I won’t give up
I clearly see how the world differs
In my own eyes as I don’t stop

We are the one, we share one body
We have one brain but different thoughts
The common split of personality
And there’s no means to glue two parts

A split it is, it’s cooperation
A stream of words as sharp as foil.
I look at you. I seek no salvation
I seek both balance and turmoil

‘Cause there’s no need of being rounded
Of keeping standards, fitting in
The truth of life I've never doubted
Without I would be incomplete